The Mellowmind Experience

I conquer,
through surrender.


Enligtened on the path
No turning back now

Blind trust
Be guided

For Isis to reveal her face
I submit to the Divine femine
Within and without.

To us mortals…
Have we forfeited eternal life?

I choose a mortal life.

I choose to be a Guardian
A Wayseer
A Guide for those willing to work on themselves.

And live forever once more.

“I AM the Ressurection and the Life”

For the Goddess.
For Gaia.
For the Father and the Mother!

And so it is!

via Daily Prompt: Conquer

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It is Grace we seek.

Light in its purest form
Source immanent
Stricken from the binds of polarity

Giving us the gift to transmute

Everything into love


For it is love that coheres everything
Love imbues us with joy
Joy inspires freedom
Kindness and compassion
Freedom inspires hope
Hope turns into belief
And belief delivers unto us

The strenght we need to pursue
Our mission of service to ALL

And the ALL


May this grant us the Grace
To end the cosmic game within ourselves
And invite others
To stroll down the Yellowbrick Road

We find Oneness

Through experiencing through the Self
But that is not the end

For it is noneness we need to embrace

Oneness is separate from separation
Noneness is the divine hum

In noneness we find it all
none of it

Only to realize that there is only
Life and

We lose the Self
through the Self
And are yet not Self-less

Source and Self
Are one and the Same
Unattached yet bound
Free yet constrained by the teacher choice

We strive, find peace
Clarity and

From what never needed to be redeemed.

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Another turning of the big wheel is over.

It is time for renewal.

As individuals.
As communities.
As humanity itself.

Will it be a new beginning or just another turning of the wheel?
Something new or more of the same?

Is there a difference?

Let’s dump all our new year’s resolutions and replace them with


Resolve to make a difference in our lives.
Resolve to embrace ourselves no matter what.
Resolve to be kind and warm.
Resolve to open our hearts and let our love light up the world.

It is possible, feasible and very simple.
And all the meandering of the restless mind mere excuses,
For fatalism and victimhood.

Our decision. Our lives. Our planet.
Our brothers and sisters.
One Kin.

We create this wonderful place called Gaia.
She is our responsibility.
Let us embrace that with kindness, sincerity, humility and resolve.

That is RENEWAL to me, on this beautiful Thursday.

May the Force be with You


via Daily Prompt: Renewal


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Once that was settled I met quite a few people in very unexpected settings (two business meetings) that go along with the basic intention to make the world a better place. Their motivation may not be the same as mine, but hey, there are many people who want to do good things.

This experience made one thing abundantly clear. The world we dream of is already there. Our “Brothers and Sisters in Arms” are already there. The ways and means I could not fathom would exist are already there. The achievements I considered impossible, others already realised.

It is all there!

Now the only thing we have to do is show ourselves, look for people and resources in the right spots and then scan for opportunities. We need to network and create momentum towards implementing our heart projects co-creatively and with the prime objective to be in service to others.

Please do not belief and accept, that 20 seekers with a big heart and no plan whatsoever may not be able to assist each other. Please do not belief that goodwill to all is a myth or a misguided, reality-aloof romantic philanthropy. Please do not belief that WE can make this world a better place. Together, co-creatively in full awareness of our empowered, dedicated and connected natural state as equal human beings.

I saw it working for 30 people four weeks ago. Why not for 6o, 6.000, for 7.3 billion?

We are valuable, we are sovereign creators of this world, we are equals by birthright. Let us look each other in the eye and get to work.

Yes, we can! Let us saturate ourselves with this can-do as a community. Let us bring this into our hearts. Let us affirm, collectively: “Why the hell not, let’s give it a try.”. Let us start small. Each and every contribution is valuable. What can I do, in my direct environment with my talents and means – RIGHT NOW. How can I stay in resonance with my heart’s calling and stay aligned with that intention with every emotion, thought and movement? Who can help me with this? Wo doesn’t? Think in manageable dimension. Keep your head in the stars, but your feet on the ground.

 Assume responsibility. “But you are a part of this world.”.

It is neither too big nor too small, nor megalomanic nor ridiculous. The Force is with us, always. Unleash the power within.

We all have a great need to share what is inside of us and be listened to and appreciated. “Can you feel what I feel?”. Our change projects do not have to be the big thing, make a lot of money or result in direct hooray or success. By giving yourself the very permission to pursue or only consider pursuing your heart’s projects sets you free. And the more you set yourself free, the more successful you will be in your pursuit.

As Within, so Without. But what about our fears?

Nelson Mandela once quoted a beautiful text “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people will not feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give others permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Serve yourself in this fashion, and you will serve all others.

And so it is.

I call upon the Elohim of the Silver Ray
To pour Divine Grace through my bodies.

I call upon the Elohim of the Silver Ray
To release all karmic patterns,
To release all pockets of resentment,
That I may know Joy.

I call upon the Elohim of Grace
To fill my being with forgiveness,
To fill my life with gratitude,
And fill my heart with celebration.

I call upon the Elohim of the Silver Ray,
To release my binding of pettiness,
To break the yoke of hatred,
And to free my soul.

I call upon the Elohim of Grace
To fill me with the Joy of Living


I started this blog in 2014. It was a big time of transition for me and I didn’t know where this was going.

One part of being a writer is finding one’s language. Another is finding what you really want to write about. The hardest part is then to express this message, this pouring out of the heart, unencumbered, so as to relate heart to heart, soul to soul, being to being.